http://www.celestialaspirations.com Heaven Starts with You Sat, 14 Nov 2009 21:34:33 -0800 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.8.6 hourly 1 http://www.celestialaspirations.com/poem/debris-in-lifes-wake/comment-page-1/#comment-145 Awakening to the Cause of My External Reality | Celestial Aspirations Sat, 14 Nov 2009 21:34:33 +0000 http://www.celestialaspirations.com/?page_id=670#comment-145 [...] Over the years, being perpetually misunderstood and looked down upon by the “emotional elite,” as I called “happy people,” I have endeavored in vain seeking at least to be understood, if there was no compassion or help to be had from anyone, by describing this particular state in such a way that “the happy people” might be a little kinder or more understanding, at least that they might stop reacting in ways that made me feel worse about myself and about my life than I already did. This was a Sisyphean undertaking, however. Nobody could fathom the experience of my living death, but my best attempt to date can be found in the poem If. [...] [...] Over the years, being perpetually misunderstood and looked down upon by the “emotional elite,” as I called “happy people,” I have endeavored in vain seeking at least to be understood, if there was no compassion or help to be had from anyone, by describing this particular state in such a way that “the happy people” might be a little kinder or more understanding, at least that they might stop reacting in ways that made me feel worse about myself and about my life than I already did. This was a Sisyphean undertaking, however. Nobody could fathom the experience of my living death, but my best attempt to date can be found in the poem If. [...]

]]> http://www.celestialaspirations.com/poem/debris-in-lifes-wake/comment-page-1/#comment-32 Life is pretty bad - Page 4 Mon, 11 May 2009 14:06:04 +0000 http://www.celestialaspirations.com/?page_id=670#comment-32 [...] by some divine force over my life and I would also likely have killed myself. I wrote a poem, If which I feel accurately conveys (as best I can at least) my living death, which I think is a bit [...] [...] by some divine force over my life and I would also likely have killed myself. I wrote a poem, If which I feel accurately conveys (as best I can at least) my living death, which I think is a bit [...]

]]> http://www.celestialaspirations.com/2009/04/big-little-girl/comment-page-1/#comment-22 Lucia Fri, 01 May 2009 17:46:33 +0000 http://www.celestialaspirations.com/?p=986#comment-22 I totally agree. I totally agree.

]]> http://www.celestialaspirations.com/2009/04/big-little-girl/comment-page-1/#comment-21 Liara Covert Fri, 01 May 2009 17:41:08 +0000 http://www.celestialaspirations.com/?p=986#comment-21 Found your blog through Steve Pavlina. Crying is good for the soul. Many human beings selectively forget to feel, resist acknowledging pain. Choosing to remember is another a choice. Crying is part of woring through it, learning to understand it and let go. Found your blog through Steve Pavlina. Crying is good for the soul. Many human beings selectively forget to feel, resist acknowledging pain. Choosing to remember is another a choice. Crying is part of woring through it, learning to understand it and let go.

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